Mood- unsure
Strib Nicht Vor Mir- Rammstein
ola! it's been a few days
why?
im a lazy mother fucker thats why =]
but really,
I've been so out of it as of late I don't know what the hell is wrong with me
maybe it was my lack of coffee, today was my first cup in 4 days
maybe its something else
i dont know
i feel like ripping my hair out
i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me
i wanna sing, like in a band
but I haven't sung since I was young and I don't know if I still can
and my brain is everywhere so this is going to be by far the worst blog entry ever because it's everywhere and no where at he same time
whoo for scatter brains
I need inspiration
I've been lacking it lately
I can't even find it in myself to take pictures or even finish the painting I started
I've been drawing tho and writing a lot
ugh I need some serious help
who knows when the next time I write will be
I miss being myself, laughing for no reason
drinking coffee like a maniac
smiling like a bafoon
I miss having the most random shit to say
I FUCKING MISS BEING MYSELF
anyone have any ideas WTF is wrong with me?
I'm desperate
Showing posts with label blah. Show all posts
Showing posts with label blah. Show all posts
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Monday, March 17, 2008
Monday!
HAPPY ST. PADDY'S DAY!! =]
today was a lovely monday
I spent the entire day at the mall
ya I kno
wow
you'd think it would get boring but you've never been to the mall with Sarah and I
we literally lapped that mall at least 15 times
and its huge
seriously
it was fun though
always full of laughs and randomness
which won us many disapproving looks from others
oh well, fuck em I say
okay clearly I don't have much to write today o.O
i can't seem to put my thoughts into words
its frustrating really argh
today was a lovely monday
I spent the entire day at the mall
ya I kno
wow
you'd think it would get boring but you've never been to the mall with Sarah and I
we literally lapped that mall at least 15 times
and its huge
seriously
it was fun though
always full of laughs and randomness
which won us many disapproving looks from others
oh well, fuck em I say
okay clearly I don't have much to write today o.O
i can't seem to put my thoughts into words
its frustrating really argh
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Random ass thoughts
mood: bored o.O
noise: Lyla- Oasis [ya dude old school =]
Greetings earthlings =]
I'm new to this whole blogging thing but I figured hey, why not give it a shot. Clearly I don't know what the fuck I'm doing but I'll learn eventually.
so here I am on this fine Wednesday evening and I'm bored out of my mind. My cats passed out beside me snoring [ya, who would have thought that freaking cats snore?. not me]. There's nothing to do I'm to lazy to go for a walk and well its bloody cold so maybe tomorrow. I need coffee.
well I guess thats all for tonight since I'm so bored I can't even think of anything to say. doesn't happen often =P. Anyways I'm going to read more of Wuthering Heights and inhale lots and lots of coffee. mmmm caffeine.
the higher you climb the further you fall
noise: Lyla- Oasis [ya dude old school =]
Greetings earthlings =]
I'm new to this whole blogging thing but I figured hey, why not give it a shot. Clearly I don't know what the fuck I'm doing but I'll learn eventually.
so here I am on this fine Wednesday evening and I'm bored out of my mind. My cats passed out beside me snoring [ya, who would have thought that freaking cats snore?. not me]. There's nothing to do I'm to lazy to go for a walk and well its bloody cold so maybe tomorrow. I need coffee.
well I guess thats all for tonight since I'm so bored I can't even think of anything to say. doesn't happen often =P. Anyways I'm going to read more of Wuthering Heights and inhale lots and lots of coffee. mmmm caffeine.
the higher you climb the further you fall
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